April 2013
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March 2013
6 posts
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8 more days
a lot of my focus has been about my baby but i’m just taking it one day at a time. trying not to stress out, trying to keep calm so i won’t go into labor early. i am very surprise that having a baby hasn’t changed me much because i listen to other women about their progress but they don’t realize i’m not like them, no one is like them, no woman is the same, no one...
Babies that changes you
I was having a conversation this morning with a friend, it was short but long after i thought about the conversation throughout the day.
He asked how does it feel to have a baby inside of you, since he’s a man and won’t ever experience this.
I told him its an insane feeling and thought because in our mind, our lives, ourselves, we are very selfish people. We live and do things on our...
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February 2013
4 posts
39 more days till my son shows up
:)
I guess my emotions has heightened a bit. I started to cry this morning and felt more tired than usual out of no where as I’m prepping for the day. I think it is officially the beginning when i start to lose my mind. I hope not…i hope the emotional roller coaster just passes me and I’ll be fine. Wow, this is an experience…. a whole different view of how i see other...
January 2013
6 posts
loving monday
I love that i don’t work Monday! I get to wake up when my body feels like waking up, i get to lay in bed and hold my belly! Feel Xavier move and just enjoy this moment in peace. I can’t wait till he’s in my arms! I love him so much! I’m happy to experience this wonderful pregnancy! The joy in my heart to bring a beautiful life to this world. To teach him things i know, to inspire him to reach for...
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recap 2012
a lot of ups and downs but a lot of good memories, a lot of good memories but majority of these months had a lot of impact events, so this is a very different recap from my others. I had to deal with a lot of things on my own that only close people knew about but now I’m sharing that with you, just a little bit. You may see me as a positive person, or someone who is happy and doing her thing, I...
Before i go to bed...
I’m excited for 2013!
In January i will be planning so many things that i need to write it down because my baby brain is making me forget,
I get to fly home and set up for my birthday/baby shower with my dearest friends and family i miss so much! I get to hold my nephew tyai in my arms, i get to hold konnor, trinity, sweet babies that were born within this year by kady and anaih… so taking a lot...
December 2012
5 posts
My sad thoughts...
Insincere apologies…. yeah, i don’t like them. Why do ppl have such a stuck up snob attitude when their actions were wrong and justify that they forgot and didn’t know and then make more excuses to justify their actions instead of sticking with their first apology.
Thanks friend, i feel u feel my hurt.
I’m just hurt because i trust this person, so I’m ranting and...
wishing for that special someone
I don’t go out like i use to but i find it weird that i still get hit on. Its a different approach from the scene because if u know my current status u’ll understand why i feel weird. At parties, clubs, bars, and lounges we are dressed up, feeling fresh! Ready to drink and social with other horny ppl, lol. We are all familiar with the atmosphere.
Now u see, my life has changed drastically…. :) i...
Gun control?
My opinions on gun control.
If guns become illegal… people who likes to hurt people Will have a way to have access to guns just like people who can find and buy drugs any where. people who knows how handle and respect a gun and is mentally stable and his/her gun is taken away cuz of the law won’t be able to protect themselves or their family from bad people. Guns don’t kill...
Two years in Texas
As I’m looking back at my choices the last two years….
I see the good reason why i moved to Texas, i moved for me, to find more opportunities, to move forward in a career that i would love and then my boyfriend came along but couldn’t handle being in Texas… so he skips out paying his rent which had my name on it. Never signing my name for anyone again. Ass hole.
I focused...
I don't chase boys but i chase dreams :)
My friends and i are always on the topic of relationship, them not knowing my taste of guys but i do know how to give amazing advice.
With guys, some how i end up dating a guy who is sweet but isn’t really loyal. It always starts off something like this… As long as the guy doesn’t try too hard to get my attention because there is always someone trying and that’s a turn...
November 2012
8 posts
I don’t like getting hit on online by guys i met once at a party or he’s a mutual friend of someone i know and never ever have the intention to meet him… and its soooo awkward when you are hanging out with your gfs and this unexpected guy wants to tag along with your friend because he wants to meet you… me… lol… cuz he saw all these pictures of you that...
Summer days was crazy fun and now we’re in fall/winter love fest… as i think about how times are changing for me and the ppl i care about i feel blessed and extraordinary unique because i see nothing but positive things ahead and obstacles to conquer and when i see someone go through shit because of their poor choices because they are broke And continue the same situation and too lazy...
Yesterday i witnessed two beautiful people get engaged. I’ve seen people in downtown proposal but this was such an honor because we were surrounded by family and friends where we shed a tear of the joyous moment. it was amazing!
As i walk through my journey alone, i look back at the exes who has proposed to me… my proposals was never that special…it was awkward and embarrassing...
I want to save for a plane ticket to thailand, china, laos, combodia, whatever parts of Asia and enough money for myself to survive comfortably and go around town feeding the people who can’t feed themselves…. i pray i can do that one day and try to do it every year or something happens for me to help… i dunno… dreamed of doing that for years and i just want to share that...
Thankful every single day!
Only on the holidays everyone’s energy is amazing! Being happy, being even more thankful, feeling more blessed and right now feeling super full, not sure if I’m ready to eat at noon and throughout the day. This year I’m not spending it with my family :( but I’m lucky to have friends to invite me to join their family! :) so I’m excited to try a new tradition this year...
The holidays for singles… first year in a long time i’m not in the arms of someone i adore. I’m not going to his family and him not going to mine. I don’t even know what’s going on for thanksgiving for my family. We usually go to Houston but there has been no talk about going. I guess I’m going with the flow and staying in the dfw.
A lot has changed this year...
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Sunday...
Sunday is my favorite day of the week. no work or stress, well i went to work a little bit today but had so much fun. I’m the most relax on this day and i get to hang out with good friends all day. Talking and eating and I’m still full… -_-
I’m pretty blessed… with time and my life changing and I’m always meeting amazing new people with common interest making...
September 2012
1 post
Silent thoughts, not so silent....
I have those moments when i want to put a few ppl on blast so other ppl won’t get victimized by the same person again but then i think about it and just delete it. I wish ppl came into my life with a warning label so i can choose the ppl in my life more wisely right than and there and not get to know them at all or have this urge to save them.
You know… realizing how stronger i am,...
August 2012
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Changes.
Life is changing so fast and my mind is running a hundred thousand miles faster! :) Can I just share how exciting and surprising life is :)
veggie girl continues....
I went veggie girl for a few weeks and realize it made me sick and miserable so to weed myself off meat, i would have to eat lesser meat on the weekday and not completely off it unless I feel my body can handle it for a day. Took me two weeks to figure that out.
On another note, I haven’t been drinking, I would have a glass but I would only sip it. I haven’t been in the mood of...
No pain no gain!
Right now I’m laying in bed stretching out my butt, legs, quad, thigh, fuucckkk!! It hurts! Plyo is no joke, i definitely need a butt massage! But i would Probably kick the person in the groin for massaging my butt because it hurts so bad!
Any wayyyyyy….
So this vegetarian diet, I’m fairly new, and been looking for other sources for protein cuz i get more hungry than usual...
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Vegetarian/pescatarian
The last three weeks I’ve been eating food grown from earth on the weekday and on the weekend i eat meat.
I haven’t been keeping track of the things i eat and my workout routines but i decided to start that now since i signed up for the 90 day challenge.
My usual comfortable weight is 124, before my weight in i have purposely gained 6lbs so i am 130 at this moment.
So I’m...
June 2012
8 posts
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The only time i can write is the late hrs when i...
what sucks, no internet at home and so i will try hard to type this on my touch screen phone…so be warned. This is a long trip to memory lane, something i don’t think i have ever shared in my many years of blogging confessions.
as always lets start with words of the moment of where i give advice to some but its ready for me:
There is a reason why it didn’t work… someone...
That moment when you get off the phone and think about the horrible things you said to him.
Sigh…. i don’t know if I’m crazy or just scared to open up to him again. :(
May 2012
7 posts
